Life with my child is behind me --and still ahead of me. 
That hope is everything.

Originally Posted January 1, 2024 1,430 days.  That's how long we had to know you and love you. 446 days.  That's how long we have been...

Originally Posted September 10, 2023 I got stuck in the little boys pajama section at the store today.  My eyes landed on some soft blue...

Originally Posted May 14, 2023 In my dream I see you on a beach.  Orange bucket hat, blue safari animal swim trunks and matching shirt....

Originally Posted March 25, 2023 Gray days are for grieving.  I can curl up in the quiet of your room, look at your photos, hold your...

Originally Posted January 8, 2023 My arms are so empty.  So in need of your physical presence.  For four years I carried you.  Lifted...